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*I have my hand on my mobile and my heart is torn…*

I’ve promised that I would not ever ever ask you for help … anymore…

Not that I don’t trust you … Not that I think you’re incapable to help me …

No…

I just have to note sadly that … #sigh

Every time I ask for your help I have to experience many unnecessary emotions… and problems.

Really … #slump

Many times I wished I could steal your skills …

D*****! Why does it have to be you???

But again without that we wouldn’t be friends, would we? … No?

Guess I picked up a wrong friend… LOL.

Anyway

The truth is …

I need you now … (I’ve been thinking for several weeks to find someone else still I couldn’t find your substitute…)

But  … #sigh(again)

*I think I’ll just leave to procrastinate (again)… *