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Give me reasons to be happy …

I feel empty today. I feel that I wanna cry but I know that I shouldn’t cry because I cry for nothing.

I should be happy that it’s the future he seeks
I should be happy that finally the time comes to let him go
I should be happy that hopefully he’ll grow up to be a better person
I should be happy that he’ll learn something new
I should be happy that he’ll see a new world
I should be happy that he’ll be happy
I should be happy that he’ll start to realize his dreams

But speaking frankly, I am not happy at all. Point zero. I miss his presence.

August 2009
@48cool