Tuesday, March 19, 2013

I just don’t understand

I always think that I am a deadly serious person who take everything a bit too seriously than it should be but people always say that I am funny…

Once I said that I wanna be a butterfly but I was not so sure about it because I was too big to be one that I’ll find difficulties to find a flower to shelter myself on…
… people thought I was drunk…

Other time I told them that since I was a child I’ve realized that I’ve been a smart, beautiful, fair, tall, slim, rich, and popular girl/woman…
… people thought I was crazy…

Later I confessed that I was not a virgin anymore and I didn’t have problem with that…
… people said that I was different…

Next I said that my marriage is a mixed marriage… between a woman and a man…
… people laughed at me

Now I told people that I missed them… that’s why I couldn’t see them…
… people didn’t understand me

I really meant what I said … can’t you all trust me?